Thinspiration : Zooey Deschanel

The First Step

I decided yesterday, this is the final straw, I have to start work on myself. I know I need to lose weight. I have tried many different ways over the last few years, however the only successful way is this way. 

A woman at work yesterday was sitting in our office using a computer, as hers was not working, and she is beautiful, very slim and very tall. Exactly what you think a model should look like and she's nearly 30 and looks younger than me. Someone mentioned diets and she said to lose weight she brings her calories down to 750 per day and makes it really healthy food. Now I know I can lose weight like that as I've done it before, so what she was saying made perfect sense to me. I was just amazed at what she normally eats in a day is not a lot at all but her attitude towards food seamed so healthy, probably explains why she is slim; whilst I look like a fat slob that eats everything in sight. 

This made me think that wanting to lose weight by eating 800-1000 calories per day is not that unhealthy. So I started immediately. Yesterday I ate 1086 calories, just a bit over the 1000 but I will work to do better today. Unfortunately I still have to eat dinner as I eat this with my partner and he knows I have suffered from anorexia before and I don't want to worry him.

This blog is not a food diary, this is somewhere I can rant or celebrate my weight loss.